Lady H's Blog

just realised i'm actually pretty scared about this new job... i mean what if i'm not cut out for it, what if its all a big mistake? i dont think it will be but you cant help having these kind of reservations when you make a really important change in your life, such as a new job. i'm really really looking forward to it but i'm scared too. i've finally got myself a proper job, which is the first step of sorting my life out, and i dont want to fuck it up and be back to square one again.

dont get me wrong, i know my friends and family will be there, giving me all the support i need, but i still cant help being a little bit scared. i'm gonna have to meet loads of new people who are naturally gonna judge me from the minute they set eyes on me, and i'm sure i'll be doing the same thing. i just hope we like each other and we get on. in my present job i feel i've got on with most people, and formed some good friendships, but i just hope i can do the same in my new job.

what if i dont like the new job too? i dont want to stay in retail at all, i really like the idea of the new job and i know what it entails and stuff, i just hope i'm cut out for the job and i can succeed in it. i guess they wouldnt have chosen me if they didnt think i was suited, i did enough tests and stuff at the interview after all, but i'm still worried about it all.

posted by Pixie @ 7:12 PM